Rage Overpowering

I don’t want anger to overpower my being. It is unhealthy. I am trying hard to stay calm despite what you have done to me. Please… I don’t want to leave a stained relationship. I want everything to be in place. But here you are again, trying to dig it all up. I am distressed. It could have been better if you have not talked to me. It was a useless and pointless conversation. I could have healed instantly. I could have forgotten everything. But today, you were such a coward, a toy, an indecisive being! Fool! You should have not ruined this day for nothing!